Uninstall hero League

One day at the end of last month , In the morning 2:48 branch , I unloaded the League of heroes again .

This is my second uninstall . Last time was in 21 Year of 3 Uninstalled in the month , Then this year 1 I downloaded it again at the beginning of this month .

as a result of , I find that I am addicted to many things , If you don't uninstall , I always want to play , And I can't stop playing .

I'm not bad at self-control , I have also done many things against humanity , But why can't you stop playing hero League every time ？

Say it well , I sum it up as the desire for victory and the pursuit of excellence .

If you lose, you want to come again , I must win ！ This is the desire to win . Like kneeling 10 hold , Will always think that the next one will win , Be sure to play again .

I want to come back after winning , I must make a call today 5 In a row ！ This is the pursuit of excellence . How many games will you be satisfied with ？ Two wins in a row ？ Five wins in a row ？ Ten wins in a row ？ No , I find no end .

So it seems , I seem to be a person who cares about the result （ At least in playing the League of heroes ）, The purpose of playing games is to relax 、 For fun , However, I became indifferent to the process , Just want to win , One more win . It's twoorthree in the morning , People are so sleepy that they almost fall asleep , Still thinking about winning , So is it me playing the game or the game playing me ？

It's not just about playing games , I seem to do a lot of things like this .

You can play the piano until threeorfour in the morning 、 Write all night 、 Writing code excited to write all night , It's all happened .

Simply speaking , When I do what I like , It's easy to fall into , Do one thing and do one thing seriously , Have a beginning and an end , We will never give up until we have made some achievements .

Yes, of course , I am not always in this state , If it's with friends or with others , Should care more about the process . When I play the League of heroes alone , I like single row , Do something with a sense of accomplishment .

On the other hand , A game of the League of heroes lasts a long time , Once you lose after playing for a long time , Sunk costs are relatively large , I always feel sorry for myself .

About it , I have played thousands of , Press... On average for each handle 20 Minute count ,4000 Put is 8 Ten thousand minutes , That means I spent at least 1000 Many hours on this . But what have I gained by playing hero League ？ Not much gain , In addition to the fun of playing , The rest is repentance after play .

It is better to uninstall directly , Just don't touch it , Spend a lot of this time on something more meaningful , Improve yourself .