Postgraduate entrance examination experience

This is the second half , The two parts add up to a long , It may be boring to read , Compared with other stereotyped successful landing experience , This is more about the inner monologue of a senior student of the fourth World War , Let everyone avoid some pits on the way to prepare for the exam , Especially psychological and spiritual barriers

Three battles

For the next three wars, this plan is half work and half study , Relieve economic pressure , but 2020 The epidemic at the beginning of the year aborted my original plan to support myself , Only at home in the first half of the year “ Study ”. People who have studied at home should understand , Parents can't be colleagues 、 Classmate kind “ It's none of your business ”, They can't empathize . Most parents think they don't have to do anything all day , Concentrate on learning , Why can't you learn well . This also causes them to interfere with you in daily life , Even the smallest trivia can cause a quarrel . After the first half of the year , Instead of making any progress , I forgot everything I learned last year .

Later, I had to 0 Basic identity back to that institution . This year, the institutional teaching campus moved to other places , A new environment, a new beginning , It's a good start , Have like-minded research friends , There are leaders from various famous schools to drive you to study ; But because the epidemic situation is repeated and the fire control is not up to standard , The organization has been struggling for a month , The campus is still closed and moved back to Beijing . Since then, basically all students' mentality has become impetuous . I am here 9 At the end of the month, it began to rot , I think that last year's score was low, and this year I will definitely get together , stay 11 At the end of the month, I was anxious again , Start sharpening your guns , Maybe this is “ The only lesson human beings can learn from history is that they will not learn ” Well . It was only when I came out of the list that I found that everyone had this idea , As a result, none of the volunteers were filled , There is even a national line , And I failed to cross the national line again because of Mathematics , I feel regretful . Also in my father's “ encourage ”（ It's actually cutting off your other retreat for various reasons ） Next , Start preparing for next year's exam again .

Learning experience

Things that take the postgraduate entrance examination become strange after three months of not touching , Half a year without touching it is almost forgotten , After World War II, you actually know your own ability level , Even if the third world war continues for another year, it will basically not improve much , Your learning ability includes concentration 、 persistent 、 Regular and other abilities are not too bad , Unless you can receive the continuous help from some good teachers and friends day after day ！ Being able to concentrate on one thing is also an ability , Just because you want to work hard doesn't mean you can calm down , Some people are only suitable for being urged to learn by the environment of high school , It is difficult for people without self-study ability to get ashore , If you rely on others to force you to learn, you can either lower your goal and get six out of ten , Or practice early to find a job and lie flat , Unless someone really forces you and you don't want to learn 、 The time of postgraduate entrance examination is also completely different from that of high school , There is no teacher to feed you , You have to collect information yourself , The simplest and most difficult way is to ask , Lick your face with a good attitude and ask , Ask people who may know in various ways （ Like private letters up)

Four wars

Finally, this time 2022 One's deceased father grind , It's also my four wars . Tell the truth , Maybe there is only one kind of on-the-job postgraduate entrance examination students suitable for many times （2 War above ） One's deceased father grind , It's the kind with a formal job , In the spare time of work is also idle , It's better to learn to pass the time , But this kind of examination to a better school is not complete （ Qingbei C9 Not all of them are better than 211 Full time easy to use ） Or work-related certificates may be more useful . Others, such as home supplies, have been out of production n war 、 Resigning and failing the postgraduate entrance examination in World War II are prone to psychological problems .

I have been out of work since graduation , The family can really afford these years , And attach great importance to education , But my parents can't guide me , More silently support me behind , Push me away , Want to push me to a higher platform . I also understand these , But now look back , I should have wanted it for a long time at that time , It has turned into an obsession .

The subsequent changes came from an opportunity , Because at the beginning, the training institution only managed free training for one year at most , During the fourth World War, I understood , I have to rely on myself , I thought that since it was self-study , Then I can live independently , I urgently need to prove that I can live without them , Having stayed at home for a long time made me feel extremely disgusted from my psychology , I am very dissatisfied with my current situation , I don't want to take the postgraduate entrance examination as the only goal and possibility in my life , Then go to understand the recruitment process 、 platform 、 matters needing attention , I am also looking for a job related to postgraduate entrance examination, teaching and training .

This is the first time that I have completed a thing independently according to my own ideas , It's really like a car , There is self stability when you pull your precursor , It's easy to deviate when being pushed by someone behind . after , I successfully joined a postgraduate entrance examination training institution to do educational administration , But I only did it for a month , He resigned . My parents think I'm wasting my study time , But in fact, the learning efficiency after resignation is extremely low , also , This represents my first and only time “ Save your ” failed .

Now it seems , I was really depressed , Although it later showed that it was not depression （ After the news of enrollment expansion came out, I was frantically excited to prepare for the second interview , Depression is pathological , Not likely to reverse , Depression can be changed ）, But at that time, depression was deeply shrouded every day , And the degree is very heavy , You can't get out of this situation by yourself . I go to the hospital to prescribe sleeping pills , The doctor didn't prescribe , The last one is the medicine for anxiety , I dare not eat , Melatonin has no effect on me , I can't sleep until I endure the limit of self blame every night . Average 1:30 Fall asleep , Average daily sleep 6.5h, They are often scolded by their parents for getting up late , This is Xiaomi bracelet for me 2020 and 2021 The record of years' sleep . Every day is spent in inferiority, self reproach and weakness , I feel like I'm nothing , Living by yourself is a waste of parents' money , Waste air , And I can't do all kinds of things that I know are very important , To put it vividly, Xianglin sister-in-law still doesn't feel like touching the tribute after she donated the threshold , Your self-help behavior is considered by yourself “ authority ” It's easy to fall into this mentality after negation , Unless you reach your goal and get “ authority ” Recognition , Otherwise, you can't get out of it by yourself .

After that, history reappears . But although I've been depressed, I did learn something , Little progress has been made, but it has indeed improved , Otherwise, the score will not be higher than last year . stay 2021 In the winter , After a quarrel at home , Wearing short sleeved shorts inside, I found a bench where no one passed and lay down , Take off your coat , Only wear short sleeved shorts , Want to walk away like this , This is the best way of relief I have analyzed over the years , Neither pain , There is enough time to repent , The consequences of regret are also minimal , And that's it “ cold 、 static ” For an hour , There is no harm except the involuntary trembling of the body , Then he put on his clothes and went home , Force out a smiling face, even if it's over .

I really appreciate my college roommates , They called at my lowest mood / WeChat , There is no impatience when harassing them , Maybe there would be no me without them . When taking the postgraduate entrance examination , Or there are always difficult stages in life , It's best to have a few friends who can help you solve your problems , This may be the luck of your life .

Last , After receiving the news of enrollment expansion , After knowing that your goal is finally within reach , I started eleven days of crazy sprint , I have studied the most hard for eleven days so far , I passed the two written examination references in the second round exam three times , I have read three interview books , Come to the full set of interview simulation with my father every two days , The biggest gain at this stage is to confirm that you really have the ability to learn , I am not a “ Basket case ”, It's just that the long-term pressure, frustration and too slim goals make me think that all efforts will be in vain .（ Psychologically, this is called “ Learned helplessness ”）

Please be sure to make clear the question type during the interview , Is English listening, translation or self introduction , Prepare for unclear Chinese and English , Please be sure to introduce yourself by heart , This is the only question you can hit , Back to the level of muscle memory , Please pay attention to the interview of professional courses ; Please pay attention to the interview of professional courses ; Please pay attention to the interview of professional courses ！

All in all , Finally landed , It's not as happy as Fan Jin Zhongju . Some people say , This is because I mistook the postgraduate entrance examination task, which should have been a phased experience in my life, for “ The goal is ”, complete “ The goal is ” The feeling of emptiness after , It seems that the road ahead is still very difficult .

Senior analysis

2022 Second year of Mathematics 120+ There are not so many people , In a certain city in Beijing 211 Master degree in key engineering majors , From the national line （273） First （430+） Within the range of （ This is the only scope of the school's public list ） 1. Only 5% People math 120 Above and above （ The proportion of people who have not crossed the line is still lower ） 2. The average score and median are roughly 90（±2） branch 3. Number two 100 Top of the total number of people passing the line in separate rows 32%, Total score expectation 355; 120 Sorting 5%, Total score expectation 373; amount to 350-370 Between this 20 Points are mainly opened by Mathematics , Other public classes 、 The scores of professional courses are similar , That is, students at this level have roughly the same level of minor subjects , Probably the same effort was made in Mathematics , But math 100-120 Maybe more talent I hope you won't be affected by all kinds of “ A great god ” Too anxious , Choose your goals rationally . Those who haven't set a school can search “xx University Graduate School ” Look for the announcement of admitting graduate students , Sort out the distribution of grades by yourself , We must give full play to our subjective initiative . I think it's really difficult , Let go when it's time to let go ,23 Postgraduate entrance examination is really not optimistic .

Finally, I wish you all good health .