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I recall my senior years

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I studied in an ordinary university in Shandong , Time ：2017-2021, Major in ： Software Engineering . At present, I have graduated for one year , But college days are still fresh in my mind .

Remember 2020 year , Due to the outbreak , I will be able to stay in my hometown in Guizhou in the second semester of my junior year , Conducted a one semester online learning , Because my family is rural , My parents are getting older too , So I decided to work at that time .

2020 year 4 month ： In previous years, the University allowed senior students to practice in other schools , So I'm going to look for an internship while taking classes at home , A number of companies have been met one after another , I felt pretty good about the interview , Is internship money Just so so? . Same year 7 month , After the course, I went back to Jinan, Shandong Province for internship .

Remember the first internship , My teacher was in his early 40s , First week at work , Let me take a look at the company's code specification first , Familiar with the technical structure of the company . After reading it for two days, I couldn't help looking for my tutor ： Ask if there is any coding work that I can do , The tutor gave me a white eye , You start with the company's own framework , Build a front-end frame , It is said that there will be a new project to be carried out later , First look at the front end . I went to the company learning platform , Tamper with this thing ,what fuck？ The front-end framework is a drag and drop , You can automatically configure parameters to generate the forms you want , You can even configure the process , Basically, you don't need to move the back-end code , The whole is a low code platform , In fact, I know that enterprises need high efficiency in project development , Quickly implement deliverable projects , But for new employees , It's not a good thing , Blindly rely on low code , It will definitely degrade its coding ability . At this time, I found that the age hierarchy of the company was a little obvious , Or the older ones , Or just like us , Students who have just graduated . I can see you , If you work in the company for a long time , Or it is a prison .

But I still work hard , In the evening, I will work overtime to learn other programming knowledge . Working for about a month , You can skillfully build the whole system 、 To configure , Get started quickly , Among interns in the same period , There are new employees who have just joined the company , I feel I'm pretty good , The company leaders also think highly of me （ A little boast ）, Why do you say that ？ Because the leader has something to do at ordinary times , Will tell me first , Let me convey to you , Ha ha ha ！ Am I thinking too much ··········

After the National Day , The company is going to send several new employees on business trips , I thought it didn't matter , I went there myself , As the business of the Department is mainly the financial system of Sinopec , So I went to Dongying office , I remember just arriving at Dongying railway station , I was deeply frightened ,

I thought. , What time is it , Why is there such a railway station , Later, I learned that this station is the railway station in the old city of Dongying , The main routes are Dongying and Jinan , At that time, I couldn't fix it .

After arriving at the office , I followed an old employee to the site development of Sinopec Group in Dongying , With several old employees , Working in Renjia group , Style is true style , The working environment in state-owned enterprises is very good , It gives me the feeling that they 9 Point to , Turn on the computer to write excel, Use our system , If anything goes wrong, just ask us ,tmd, I remember once , Even a web page collection also asked me to get it for him .

We can understand that the system will not be used , But you taught him a lot , He just doesn't want to learn , The whole thing is ： Neither can I teach , I won't do it , Say or don't listen , Anyway, the company pays , You feel like doing everything , That's ok , Party A is a bull

Compare with them , Our job is hell , they 9 Come on , Afternoon 5 Let's go . We came earlier than they did , He left later than others , After dinner in the evening , I have to work overtime 10 spot , The work intensity is really high . But the working atmosphere of the group is quite good , Thank you here Meirui brother I was taken care of in Dongying . Two months later , My leader finally brought me back to Jinan , But what is different from before is , I was assigned to another project team , The project leader , It's a little weird , The implementation of large and small weeks , And every time I get off work, I have to go through my own business process , See what you've done , Not occasionally , Every day , Every day is until the evening 8、9 spot , The main thing is to work until... Without eating at night 8、9 spot , I tm An intern , I don't make much money , Every day . For a time I wondered if he was widowed , No need to accompany your wife and children ？fuck🤮🤮🤮

Same year 12 month , The day before Christmas , I still quit this job , I went back to my college life with one semester left , When I came back, I felt that my college life was like living in an ivory tower , Don't think about anything every day , Just study .

Choice of graduation work

The last winter vacation of the University ：

Home for the holiday , I can't avoid getting together with my relatives and friends , At that time, I basically played with my brother and them every day , He is a graduate student of Yunnan University , With his persistent Gu Yong, I took the public examination and my family also wanted me to take the civil servant examination , Because he is a small party member , You can take the Guizhou selective examination . That's it , I embarked on the road of kaogong . Tell the truth , But the preparation was a little late , Because after the registration, there is only 40 A few days to study for yourself ,2 School starts at the end of the month , I only have three o'clock a day , dormitory 、 canteen 、 The library . After all the graduate students have finished their exams , I live their life again , They are preparing their graduation project 、 And started the spring recruitment to find a job , Tell the truth , I panicked at that time , Whenever I hear what good companies they have signed , How much money, My heart is flustered , Because I know I failed the exam , Will miss a good opportunity to find a job in the spring recruitment , At that time, I still didn't want to leave regret for myself , I still go to the library to study hard every day .3 month 28 The Guizhou provincial examination officially began on August , Everything was carried out as scheduled , I also flew back to Guizhou to take the exam ,

After the exam , I chose to go back to Jinan by train , Along the way, I found that many students came back from outside the province to take the exam , I also enjoyed talking with them , In fact, every senior graduate is full of fear of uncertainty in the future and is confused about what path he should take . I've been thinking a lot , If you can't pass the exam, do you want to persist , Or work directly , Engaged in this industry .

I finally chose to work , Maybe I'm afraid I can't resist going home , Ask questions from neighbors , But the reality does not allow me to have enough capital to continue my public examination without working , That's it , I am preparing my graduation project , Start the interview . Half of the postgraduate entrance examination and work stations in the same dormitory , One went to Chang'an University , One went to Dalian University of technology （ Because he passed the exam 365, It belongs to the players in the middle and lower reaches , In the end, unfortunately , It was brushed down during the second round exam ） Finally, I can transfer back to our school , It's really a pity , The other two were unfortunately defeated in the army of postgraduate entrance examination , Finally, we are all on the road to work .

Now I come to the same company with a roommate , In a large department of different groups , The group I belong to belongs to the middleware department , Based on activeMQ And encapsulates the message oriented middleware , It claims to be a self-developed product , In fact, there is basically no self-developed Middleware in China , They are basically based on open source product packaging .

Job outlook

Speaking of our department , middleware , It is the middle ground between operating system and application , So what is required is stability , Just don't make a big fork , Usually there is no need for major changes , Basically, maintenance is the main work , It won't produce much , The company will not think about our department if there are good things . So I am in a very passive situation , No project experience , Nor will companies restructure their products , I don't have that ability .

Now I want to develop in the business direction , As you can see from my homepage , I started blogging after I started working , Thinking about learning , While accumulating technology , My direction is to develop horizontally in the early stage , Now it's popular to separate the front end and the back end , But I still have a certain understanding of the front end , After working for a few years, I may specialize in the development of a field , It may be middleware 、 Or storage performance 、 Or database development ·······

Personal emotions

The heart is a flower that falls without the wind , All enthusiasm will vanish in waiting and disappointment , Without exception …

In terms of personal emotions , I am too self righteous in everything I do , I like to win or lose everything . It's always easy to put things aside , Don't solve it , I thought I just had to work hard , progresses , Can make money , Make more money , We will have a future . Finally in this year's 5.20, I lost my most important person , I am lost , To lose completely .

Now I deeply understand , I see, if you work hard , The wrong direction , Nothing is worth doing .

I wish her well , But not better than me , Because I'm not the one who treats her well , Maybe I'm selfish , But this is my idea .

Finally understand the song ,“ later “, I finally learned how to love , It's a pity that you have already disappeared in the sea of people , Later, I finally understood in tears , Some people will not be there once they miss it .

Last , Thank you for taking the time to read this article without any technical content , After listening to my story . Finally, I'd like to send you a message ：

If fate is the worst screenwriter in the world . Then you have to fight for , Be the best actor in your life .

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