Write about your feelings about love and express your emotions

Things have been going on for some time , The mood fell to the bottom , Like the weather in Shenzhen , Shenzhen, which hasn't rained for a long time, has been raining for a long time at a time when I am extremely depressed .
Here's the thing , During the national day, I opened Taobao and found that there were other people's contact information. I tried to contact them with a try mentality ( Because since the separation , All conceivable contact information has been deleted ), I was really surprised to receive the news from the other party , But the more shocking and sad news is that she is married , For the first time, I felt as if this kind of TV play happened to me , Is so real and painful . Undeniable? , What I can't deceive myself is , Even if it is separated for more than half a year , She has never been lost in my heart . The last time I saw her was years ago , At that time, I knew that this time it would be a farewell ! Breaking up with her should be regarded as my unilateral and resolute choice to disappear , Some people may say that I am irresponsible or that I am a scum man , But I was in the whirlpool of fate , I spent a year with her , Opening and closing , But I have no way . Here I do not want to discuss the correctness of the approach , Because it's really a hard thing for me and her to have a result , It's been so long , Why am I still so sad ？ I asked myself ： Do I regret it ？
Actually , I don't regret the breakup , Because this is not what I can decide . What really makes me so sad and sad may be , I lost my girl who I loved deeply and loved deeply . And her acquaintance to love comes from chance coincidence , I will not dissect the love details one by one , Just want to say that we have a wonderful year 、 There is sweetness 、 There is disgust 、
There are complaints 、 Have hatred . But now as time goes on , I just remember , The beauty between me and her , Anything negative is gone . To her , Now I only have deep blessings from my heart , I wish the girls who have come in my life happiness and happiness forever !