Self criticism record of senior senior students

I always feel I can expose myself 、 Be able to suffer losses 、 People who can be joked by others , EQ is the highest . So this idea may make me less mellow in my daily life “ straight ”, But I also dare to expose myself , People who must point out problems , I have learned something recently , I want to record it .

In the summer vacation of senior year , Recently, I participated in the written examination of the advanced class of the next ByteDance training camp , Although nothing , But fortunately, I entered the camp , thus it can be seen , As long as you answer the question, you can go in and study . After entering the camp , I see that all the freshmen, sophomores and juniors have rich technology stacks and excellent competition experience , I can't help regretting my college career at that time .

People are in one of Huawei's school recruitment lists 211 Universities and Colleges , Freshman year is the darkest hour , Although I know my original level, the college entrance examination can play normally , You shouldn't just come to this school , But I still go to bed in class, go out and surf the Internet, and I'm willing to degenerate , I hung up early in the first semester of my freshman year C++. Although everyone says that teachers are not responsible , Half the class hung up , But I think I still have a big problem , The state of autonomous learning has not changed during college . Since the freshman semester began to pay attention to the academic results , I want to raise the average score of the course , Listen carefully and take notes. Finally, you can enter the pre grade 50 The appearance of , I seem to see some hope , But I also found that my record of failing the course has made all the awards and Excellence Evaluation come to naught .

Sophomores and juniors have the idea of studying abroad , So I spent my spare time studying TOEFL and GRE On , At the same time, I also participate in some high numbers 、 Mathematical modeling competition , Now it seems , Although the quality development of these competitions is divided into many , The awards are very famous , But I can't improve my programming skills at all . During this period, I also fell in love , Did scientific research , In order to make the academic performance abroad better , So I also signed up for some courses to brush points . Although there are 89.4 Average score of , The language performance is also acceptable , But my own programming project 、 Algorithms are basically in a state of poverty and ignorance , This is also a curse for finding internships and jobs . There is no denying that , The higher average score makes me have a good competitiveness in studying abroad application , Due to the adjustment of life planning and other weighing , Finally, I chose the computer project of the Chinese University of Hong Kong . But after applying, I found that I wanted to find an internship , Your own technology stack only stays Java SE, Even the knowledge taught in school only stays in the definition of class , For example, the depth details of interface abstract classes are not reached , At most, the projects involved are just big homework projects of the school , Look at the information on the Internet , Doing some work according to the gourd , The depth and breadth have not reached . So is the algorithm 0 The beginning of Xiaobai , It's hard to write a bubble sort cycle . Although the computer network and operating system have achieved good academic results , But I think it's rote learning , And the flexibility required by the company is not at the same level . Although I realized this problem before the graduation design stage of my senior , So I asked myself to finish the design independently , Add technology stack , Learn some algorithms spontaneously , Pick up the computer foundation again , But I found that I still couldn't catch up with this year's summer internship and early approval .

Today's progress is the initial entry of the algorithm ,Leetcode The amount of algorithm is about the same 290 了 , Hope to arrive at the end of the month 350, During this period, I came into contact with many types , But find yourself forgetting repeatedly , So I began to write my own special notes on my blog . The project has begun to follow suit SSM The project , However, many aspects of middleware and project deployment need to be learned ,Java stereotyped writing 、 The basic knowledge of computer also needs to be added in the blog .

Looking back on the whole college career , Although the education background is poor, it is not too bad , But with the excellent double 985 Compared with classmates , There is a clear gap in education and Technology . Then there is the problem of school atmosphere , There are many excellent students around , But they all fall into a kind of self satisfaction of academic qualifications , Although the undergraduate school is pretty good , But don't get drunk and dream of death , Having a social degree is always a stepping stone , However, the stepping stone of the Internet is lower than that of finance , There is nothing wrong with you saying that you have a high degree of education. I don't deny it , But don't think that academic qualifications can overcome everything in the job market , Your technology is the most critical . I've seen many double non brothers really hang our school 211 Students' skills , I see that the students around me can also be covered by ZTE , But I don't think our ceiling should be like this , We must break the deadlock . If you always feel that your education is good and fall into a cycle of self satisfaction , It is also necessary to bring technology , Because the competition is too good , Don't slack off .

Next year, I will also start the new autumn recruitment , I hope I can wake up to my classmates in the same school , I also want to strive for the algorithm to understand the doorway , The project also strives to do twoorthree , I can have an internship next year , Although it is far from the excellent classmates of the same year , But still have to spell .