The fragrant locust flowers on the fragrant locust road have been in a hurry for four years.

   At the moment , I sit at home , It just rained , Or the familiar taste when I was a child , I don't know why I wrote this article , Technology blogs should be all about technology , But just brush B standing , See some Up I mainly sent out the video of taking the postgraduate entrance examination . I think , It's also time to give me a summary of these four years , Because I used to keep a diary in high school , For three years , Now no matter where I go, I take it with me , But when I got to college, this habit broke , Maybe I'm too busy to make excuses . Anyway , Just write casually , It is an essay , No typography , Where do you want to write . This essay , To myself , To my youth , For my struggle ！
   I don't know where to start when I say something , When I was in high school , There are endless words every day , I don't study every day , Write prose , Write poetry , There is endless energy and time available every day , Now this ability seems to have disappeared . Just now I don't know where to start , Then start writing from the third year of senior high school , It seems that the dividing line of my life is at that time , Before and after me , Totally different .
   The summer of graduating from high school , Hold 450 The scores of , I don't know where my future is , When I was in high school, I felt that I could get a second book without studying , You can learn a book at will , But the final score gave me a blow in the head , Suddenly I seem to have no direction , It's not that I regret that I didn't study hard in high school , Suddenly my mind is empty , There is no way to describe that feeling , Anyway , Finally I chose to go to school , Came to a downstream two , It is also the place where my youth swells ： Liaoning Institute of science and technology .
   When I first came here , Everyone thinks that they have failed in the college entrance examination and come here , I'm no exception , Because there is also a Liaoning University of science and technology , It's a book , Maybe it's vanity , Oh , incorrect , It's vanity , People ask me where I am , I said directly ： Liaoning science and technology . It seems that people look at me differently . When I first came to University , That is, freshman , The same goes for military training , Running exercises , Folding quilt and so on , Living the same life as others . After coming to University , I found that there are many possibilities and choices in life , There are so many interesting clubs , There was no epidemic at that time , That was the happiest time in my college , You can go out with your friends every day , Go to play , Picnic , Made so many interesting friends , I feel more and more like my life is getting better , I started to join various clubs , All kinds of activities , All kinds of competitions , Also got some honors , Of course , They are all from the school , I can't do anything . gradual , I seem to have forgotten the score of the college entrance examination , Forget the sad boy that summer . I volunteered to fill in the computer major , Because of the scores , Transferred me to the mechanical major , Then the class began , I found that these contents are not what I like at all , From that time, I gradually woke up , Use a poem to describe the memory of the early days of college ： The flowers are getting more and more attractive . Since the college entrance examination didn't realize my dream , Why not take advantage of the time , Put together another one ？ I consulted many people later , Gradually understand that you can change your major , I seem to have grasped the straw , But there were many restrictions on changing majors that year , The requirements are also very strict , So I began to study hard , Gradually found that the University seems to study hard “ Alien species ” equally , Everyone around is playing , I am learning , Fortunately, I didn't give up , Because I seem to have found the meaning of my coming to University . finally , Everything comes to him who waits , I have received the notice of successful professional transfer , But I don't have much joy , Because I am determined to get it . I think , God gave me a chance to redeem myself , From the end of freshman year , From the day when you succeed in changing your major , My life has really changed ！
   Time is in a hurry , Suddenly, I came to my sophomore year , It's like a movie . I also said , Since my sophomore year, the transformation of my life has really begun , I met some of the most important people here , My two roommates , My two teachers . Of course, it will be shown later , Let me start with the beginning of my sophomore year , After I came to the Computer Institute , Simply adapted to the new environment , Ready to fight here , With some computer skills , Get started Ps, Take private work , Those days were really a drunken dream , ha-ha . Because I earn too much , You can earn... In a month 5000+, I made a lot of money in one year , At that time, they also gave supplementary lessons to junior middle school students , I feel like I'm floating , Spending too much money . Such days did not last long , I began to ask myself , What is my original intention to change my major ？ I also admire myself , Every time I can rein in at the precipice , Later in my sophomore year, I began to study professional courses hard , I can only say crazy study , Because I found so much knowledge waiting for me , At that time, apart from eating, I was studying every day , And my two roommates , Under the guidance of my teacher , We have made one achievement after another , From that time on , I got into the habit of blogging , I've written it before I know it 200 Many blogs , also 200 Many fans ha ha , Also very happy . Only then did I feel , This is the life I want , It seems that my sophomore year was spent in study , The rest of the memory seems to be on and off , But they are all memories that I want to go back but can't go back .
   Junior year , This is also the most important year in my college life , It's the same year , I learned about the postgraduate entrance examination , Start learning about relevant test preparation experiences , I have a vague feeling , My chance to change my life , Maybe this time , That's when I began to change , After determining the target Colleges , I study like crazy , Really? , Just crazy , Learn every day 14 Hours , I memorize words on the way to the bathroom and dinner , Those days , I really have no other memory except studying , Some people say it must be very hard , It must be very tired ！ No kidding , I really don't feel tired that year , To tell you the truth, I especially enjoyed those days , My happiest thing every day is to study , My favorite thing is to do math problems , That feeling really can't be described , Is simply to enjoy , Every day is a repetition , Even go to the bathroom at a few o'clock , When to have dinner , The daily tolerance shall not exceed five minutes , I still remember my bottom bunk in winter （ The winter in Northeast China should be understood ） Every morning, I lift my quilt and wake me up , Eat before dawn every day and recite the words , Every day when the moon comes out, I go back to my dormitory and watch xutao's political class , It's a pity , All this is not going back . Although I am a firm materialist , But I was an idealist in those days ： If this leaf falls, I can go ashore ！ If the rain stops for a while, I can go ashore ！ If ……. Of course , I seem to be living day after day forgetting that my goal is to go ashore , Is to study wholeheartedly , I didn't think about what I would do if I failed the exam , Of course , There are also times when the mood is almost broken , I remember once doing a math simulation , Not satisfied with the score , And it's all because of carelessness , Should not be wrong , I suddenly felt discouraged , I'm in the bathroom , Clenched his fist and beat the wall , I almost collapsed at that time , Fortunately, it was finally adjusted , These are also small things in many things on the way to prepare for the exam . Too many things happened that year , The outbreak , Henan flood, etc , It seems that they are all bad things , The school is closed every day , Some students are crying bitterly , Feeling Limited , I can't go out to play . But I don't think it has much effect on me , I repeat the same thing every day , canteen 、 The office 、 The bedroom is on the line at three o'clock . gradually , My junior year is over .
   My senior year is actually this year , We can talk about the harvest season , Finally, I got ashore , Become 22 A freshman with a master's degree in computer science of Harbin Engineering University , The day when I checked my grades , I don't care much , I came out after taking a bath and found that the crowd had exploded , They are all checking their grades , Then I thought I should check it out too , Then I went to the website where I checked my grades , Enter your own information , Click on , Then it was natural to find out my grades , The score is not bad , Professional second . No kidding , At that time, I had no joy or psychological fluctuation at all , That feeling is almost the same as the moment when I succeeded in changing my major , I think this is the result I deserve , So it's natural , Then begin to prepare for the second interview , Tell the truth , When preparing for the second exam, I didn't feel the excitement of preparing for the first exam , It is also compared with Buddhism , But the good news is that the final result is not bad , The final reexamination result is that the major is the first , The final total score is the first, and the ship is landed successfully , This is also the best summary of my four years in college , It is also the best gift , It's not what 985, But it also finished me 211 The desire of the , I will never be embarrassed to say the name of my school because I am a downstream second book , Of course , Say I'm vain , Let's just be boastful , I just want to say , I just want to show off the results of my own efforts , In fact, through these four years of experience, I also found that , Man , Don't take what others say too seriously , They are not as good as you , No need to listen , Because it's useless for you to listen , Someone better than you , No need to listen , Because they are mostly sarcastic . Of course , This sentence is a little too absolute , There must be someone who really wants you , Maybe your abilities are different , But you still have to listen , I mean ： Just be loyal to yourself ！ It seems a little far away , After all, there are graduation projects and so on , I don't care much , Oh , by the way , Finally, I got an excellent graduation project , This is a little surprise, ha ha . Anyway, my four years of College ended like this ！
   alas , To tell you the truth, I'm a little reluctant , Really reluctant . Reluctant to give up the flowers , I hate the food in the canteen , Reluctant to accompany me for four years , The most reluctant is my girlfriend who has been with me for four years , We got to know each other as freshmen , I actually spend very little time with her every day , Unlike other couples who are tired of being together every day , It seems that my girlfriend and I can stay a little longer when we have dinner , Most of the time I am busy with my own business , Maybe learning , Maybe in the game and so on . I am very happy to meet such a girlfriend , She understood me very well , At first, I would be angry because I didn't have time to accompany her , But then she slowly lost her anger , Maybe I'm used to it , I really feel guilty , she is very pretty , It's a good song , There are also many people who want to chase her . I am not outstanding , I don't look great , The figure is not outstanding , IQ is not outstanding , But she was when I had nothing , Accompanied me for four years , I couldn't give her anything , I can only give her a vague promise . When I graduated from college , She left school before me , Those days I suddenly lost my mind , I feel that my body is suddenly evacuated , I don't know what to do every day , I don't feel interested in doing anything . When we were together , I never cherish , I just want to finish my meal quickly and learn to learn , Hurry up and finish walking to study , It seems that I just use learning as an excuse , But that's what I thought . little does one think , She left suddenly , My heart suddenly emptied , I really suddenly realized , We're about to split up , Long distance love in the future , I dare not think , I can't imagine how she would buy a ticket and ride without me , I can't imagine how lonely she would be without me . But that's the reality , I can't give her anything now , Only study hard , When I come back from my studies , Be sure to wait ！
   Okay , Since it is an essay , be it so , There are many things , I can't finish it at all , But I don't know what to write , What may exist in the memory is the best , If I write it, I will lose the flavor . I really hope to go back to Xianghuai road 176 No , Take my girlfriend for a walk , Get together with my good friends again , Talk to my teachers again . however , Can't go back . I don't know how , My current writing is compared with that of high school “ less ” That's too much , At that time, I would carve out every sentence “ Exquisite ”, But now the writing is more “ It's grounded ”. Maybe it's less spirited , When I graduated from high school, I was reluctant , I can't bear to leave college , But no matter how reluctant , I have to keep going , My youth is slowly passing away in reluctance , But youth , Is used to make people miss , I hope that one day in the future , See today's text , Think of yourself , Can also say that ： Ten years drink ice , Difficult to cool the blood ！