sense of security

Since I remember , Just keep fighting fear , For me , Fear comes from wanting to do something but not being able to do it , Learn electronic organ , I can't press my fingers down , Learn flute , I can't hold my hand on the hole , I finally learned erhu , But the shoulder can't be pulled too fast , Horse racing also becomes “ Slow horse ”, You know what? , Many people want to be different , In fact, this sentence implies that being different is more prominent than others , But if the difference is much worse than others ？ Do you want to hide your own shortcomings , And the situation gets worse with age . In addition, many times the hidden defects bring a lot of puzzles , It's not like people who look like they have fewer arms and broken legs , People subconsciously think you can , But in fact, you could not do this at that time , Who is willing to expose his own shortcomings , And to speak out of sympathy is itself a kind of injury .

I have been exploring the existence of security for years , Material assurance is only the basis , More is the ability to solve problems , once , I place my security on love , But at the same time, a voice in my mind stopped me , I didn't feel safe myself , How to give the object a sense of security , I think , If fear doesn't go beyond , It's just fear , And if you go beyond it , You will become stronger .

My job changes , There is no sense of security in arriving at a new place , I know my limitations , That kind of anxious work can be done but not well , I'm more suitable for that kind of repetitive work , And work no one likes , It suits me better , After all , It's simpler , Though troublesome , But there is plenty of time , It suits me very well , It also starts from the problem , At first , I just receive files , Put the documents in the box according to the time , It's a simple job , But there was a problem , once , Leaders are looking for documents , Look for a document from a thick box , Like a needle in the sea , This also gave me an idea , Is it possible to classify documents according to their types ？ I told the leader about this idea , Very lucky , I have a chance to try , Because I have been in contact for some time , Have a general understanding of the types of documents , There are some well divided documents , There are also documents that are not easy to divide , Name by title , categorize , Hundreds of files , Divide into 10 Boxes , In fact, sub documents are not the purpose , But to improve work efficiency , Solve problems for leaders ,

I don't know what happened , I did it , Then somehow , I feel comfortable in my heart , Actually, let's share , I just hope to throw away the jade , Enlighten everyone , When imagination becomes reality , Find the meaning of your work , The sense of security in time has been established .....