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Three years after graduation
2022-07-07 09:54:00 【knight_ hf】
Three years after graduation
2008 year 6 month 25 Japan , Be reluctant to give up 、 In a state of longing and confusion for the future , I have graduated . After a few days of rest ,2008 year 7 month 1 I reported to the company on the th . I don't study computer , But I don't know why I chose to enter a software company , It's also a Japanese company that makes me unhappy all the time , And for three years .
The first year of graduation : Study , Work overtime
Because it is Japanese enterprises , After entering the company , The first thing to learn is Japanese , So the three-month Japanese training began . Five times a week , Write silently every day , Weekly quiz , A big exam every month . That's it , I seem to have returned to my senior three life , Sometimes I even go back to recite words until two o'clock in the morning at night . I'm not good at learning languages , I study hard just because of my poor self-esteem —— Don't want to be inferior to others —— But in the end, I learned it in general , It's just that the assessment is not so ugly .
After three months of intense study , A group of us recruited into the company 11 personal , Be assigned to each project group . I'm sad , As a management major , Was assigned to a test group . then , I began to work overtime for three days .
Tested for a month , Due to the resignation of other development teams , I was transferred to that group . This is for me , It's really an opportunity , Because later I learned , The company's initial plan , The purpose of recruiting non computer professionals like me , Is to do tests . This opportunity , Let me enter another learning stage .
After entering the development team , All of a sudden, a lot of pressure came one after another , Although I have studied Japanese for three months , But many project documents cannot be understood . The development language used has never been touched before , And for the newcomer, I , I don't like to ask questions , Therefore, the development tasks assigned to me cannot be completed on time and with quality , At that time, I felt under great pressure . Just want to come now , In my life , Actually, I always live under pressure , The key also depends on our attitude towards pressure , Whether there is a good mentality and excellent psychological quality .
fortunately , After entering the development team , Meet a project manager who is good at bringing new people —— Zhang , Up to now, I feel , I was brought out by him . He is patient with new people , Tolerate new people to make mistakes . The Spring Festival of that year , I remember the first person I called to say goodbye to the new year was Zhang , I am very simple , I don't think I can bear the pressure without him , Although looking back now , Those pressures are really nothing .
I followed Zhang to do two projects , They are all projects with tight construction period and large amount of work , Overtime is naturally a common occurrence . At that time, Zhang's wife had just given birth , He has also 30 quite a few , Work overtime with us every day , We really think he is energetic . Because some of our young guys , Work at least every day for two consecutive months 12 After one hour , Already feel unbearable . But although we all felt very tired at that time , But I really feel full .
First year , No other thoughts , Two ears don't hear the world , In intense work 、 Learning soon passed .
The second year after graduation : Financial crisis , Expatriates , confused , insist
Have a full first year , because 08 The international economic and financial crisis at the end of , Coupled with the lag of the market economy , To 09 In the middle of the year , This effect is beginning to show up in our company —— The previous projects of the company have been completed one after another , But there is no new project to follow up . Many people in the company have no work . therefore , The company wants to survive , We were sent out .
I arrived in Shanghai , A place with a fast pace of work —— I went to the expatriate company at about three o'clock that afternoon , After installing the development environment , It's less than an hour before work , I was assigned a task . And in my opinion , It's a task that I can't complete in three days . When I want to express that I can't finish it in three days , The other party began to get upset , To be clear : Such a simple thing , Can't you finish it in three days ? therefore , I didn't speak again , Become familiar with the system business logic , Familiar with existing code .
The first half of the assignment , In fact, they are abused , Maybe they want me to think you're sent here , Just listen , Just finish the task on time , Don't ask more about others .( Of course I know , Is being abused , Problems related to the project , You must still ask , Otherwise, there is something wrong with the module you developed , If it's not tight, it's scolding , The real project bonus will be less , I really have no hatred for money .)
Expatriation is very common in the software development industry , Many people go abroad , I don't want to find an expatriate company when I change jobs . I have also experienced expatriation , Now I have already returned to my own company . Objectively speaking , Expatriation is not a bad thing for young people , At least in my opinion , Expatriation can make you more exposed to different working circles , Can experience a person's psychological quality . In the short term, of course , For those who have just worked , You can also get more subsidies , This is the most realistic .
My expatriate time is not long , It's only more than three months .2009 year 9 End of month , I went back to my company , Start taking charge of a small project independently , From contacting customers , To project management , Then to the code of the project , One person is in charge . therefore , My nightmare is coming again ( Of course , Now in my opinion , Are some difficulties that must be experienced in growth , Because of these difficulties , Let me really grow ). The project was uneventful at the beginning , But it didn't take long , The person responsible for contacting the other party resigned , So the contact person changed from a Chinese to a person named “ Her love ” The Japanese . So , Here comes my question , Japanese level is only barely able to understand documents , It is far from reaching the ability to communicate with the Japanese . What's worse , Fortunately, I just resumed my post , The reason for leaving work is autism . Although this Japanese has autism , But she is when you are developing the project , Always interrupting you . It feels not autistic at all , It's not reassuring that others do things . So , Constantly raise needs , As a result, I began to work crazy overtime again . However , Working overtime won't help , One by one, the problems that are unfavorable to me have come . For three months , It's breaking down. , Start to be confused , Began to doubt their ability to work , Feel whether you have entered the wrong industry . Because I feel no matter how hard I try , Always make mistakes . I began to escape —— Talk to the manager , Hope to change people ; Privately, they also began to look for jobs again , Prepare to transfer .09 Spring Festival , I didn't feel the anger in spring , Some are just confused about the future .
After the Spring Festival , I have found a new job , I'm ready to resign from the company . The night before the resignation , I stayed up all night . I was unexpectedly overnight , Gave up my idea of nearly four months , I think I should insist . The fact proved that , My final choice is right . I chose to continue . When a person is doing something beyond his ability , When you feel you can't bear it , In fact, success is at hand , It's just that I haven't looked up ahead for a long time .
Maybe good things come in pairs , When I began to adapt to the lucky way of working , She's actually leaving , The reason is simple , Her autism relapsed . Now think about it. , I guess she was working with me , More painful than me . After learning the news that she was leaving , Our manager smiled and said :“ She won't leave again , I'm leaving .” A joke , In fact, the manager must have felt that I wanted to resign .
Later, this project was changed to be called “ Salt ” The Japanese , Personality and luck are very different , The sun , optimistic , Good communication .
Later, everything of this project was on the right track , Up to now, I have been working on this project .
The second year of work , The biggest feeling is , People are always in a certain environment , And the environment is constantly changing , In the face of constant change , We need to communicate , In addition to being serious , You still need to raise your head and look forward , Also look back , Only in this way can we face the future optimistically on the basis of experience and lessons . To realize the process of growth .
Third year of work : emotional , marriage
Two years of working experience , Including technical 、 project management 、 Growth in communication with customers , Make my work easier . I began to think about my future development , Start thinking about the need to find a bigger platform to improve yourself . meanwhile , My family also began to urge me to find someone frequently ( In fact, it started in the second year , Just because of busy work at that time , There is really no time to think ).
So I started a blind date . I have no objection to blind dates , Because after all, today's blind date is not the same as in ancient times , Blind dates are actually with classmates 、 There is no essential difference between friends' introductions , It's just that there are some differences between the people introduced and . But often many people feel , Just because of the person who introduced , I think it's forced by my family , Not free love . In fact, the key is our own mentality , After being introduced , Can it be , Or look at the fate of two people .
I haven't been on a blind date several times , It's a total of six times , Fortunately, , The sixth time I found my present wife . In fact, calculate carefully , That was my second year of work , Why not return to the second year , One of the reasons I have been able to mention above ; There is also a more important reason , I think it makes me grow emotionally , It's my third year of work , Because my wife told me : I've never been a boy without feelings , Become a man with feelings . This is a great affirmation for me . My wife and I can get together , It's not plain sailing , Even experienced many twists and turns that people can't experience in a lifetime . But I said above , In life , Look back at those roads we have walked , Look ahead , You will find that these experiences are the wealth of the future .
Now I'm married , Life after marriage , I know it won't be easy , But with the past growth experience , Whether it's work , Or family , When difficulties come again , Keep a good attitude , Face it positively , Deal with it . Of course, this process will definitely make you feel depressed , But this is what a person must experience in his life , And your pain will bring you growth , Even success . Work 、 life , Tortuous rise is what we should pursue .
Because of emotion , marriage , My growth in work is not as fast as that in the previous two years , I think I should put it on the agenda again , Next year I will go out again , People need to grow .
ending :
Here I want to thank my parents , Even now, sometimes I still think my parents are wordy , But I know you will always be my strongest support , I will also try to make myself your strongest backing .
I have to thank my wife —— Choosing me doesn't cost much , Sometimes programmers who are still very stubborn . I know you'll think I'm not good enough in many places , Sometimes I feel that many topics are always different from my opinions . But please remember this sentence : Marrying me is the bet of your life , How can I be willing to let you lose ?
Simply write down some feelings of working for three years , I hope I can often see it in the future —— There is no other use .
Finished in 2011-5-24
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