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偶然升职的内心独白
2022-07-07 14:19:00 【酸豆角姑娘】
上月底老板突然给我打了个电话,告诉我升职了,工资也随之涨了一些。我其实真的很开心,像是内心压抑了很久的情绪得到释放一般,这算是转行一年半以来很强的正反馈了:至少告诉我干得还不错。
可是平复下心情,我的能力真的跟我现在的级别匹配么?外界的反馈真的可以主导我的自我认知么?我的好姐妹(能力很强,也做了很多工作,各方面都很棒)却没有在这次跟我一起升职(虽然我觉得他应该很快就可以升了),外界的评判标准真的可靠么?
最难受的是,这次的升职仿佛变相改变了我的一些安排。本来的计划在有条不紊开展,突然因为升职让我对原来的计划有所懈怠。今天跟好姐妹讨论问题,明明是谈论优化的问题,他的一句“难道我们就因为可以读写更多次了,Nand的质量变好了,就降低原来的高要求么?”让我想到自己最近的状态。
不过这是人之常情吧?像我这样经常喜形于色的人,很难不对涨工资这样的事情激动。^ _ ^ 但是这次的事情也让我清楚地意识到,外界的起起伏伏,并不能影响我们的本质,不会因为身居高台你就脱胎换骨,也不能因为屈居闹市就忘掉志向,你就是你,知道自己几斤几两,知道自己的路在哪里、方向在哪里,偶尔迷茫,偶尔狂喜,但夜静人散场,你还是你。
也许很难达到“不以物喜不以己悲”的境界吧,随着年岁增长,越来越能体会保持本心多么难得。希望人生海海,能一直保有赤子之心,做一个对自己诚实的人。
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