My 2021

2021 A bad year , Whether it is the country, my family or myself, I have been very unhappy in a year 21 At the beginning of the year, I just experienced a breakup with my first object , It's also my first love , It also confirms a sentence that few pairs of first love go last , For this nonsense love, I feel that I have grown up a lot , Neither I nor that girl is very mature , We are all childish , I resumed my relationship. We both made mistakes , I'm naive in this relationship , Neither of them is sensible , They all wanted to let each other guess their thoughts. Finally, we broke up , After breaking up, I regret it for a long time , But he didn't seem to feel for me. We finally separated , This is what makes me right 20 Year old added a stroke of thick ink .

                Then came my studies at the beginning. Fortunately, the problems haven't appeared yet , I didn't pay much attention at that time , What I learned is java I don't know when to start , I gradually became less enthusiastic about learning and didn't understand the code , Memorizing code , In the second month, I met a worse thing , That month, a beautiful female teacher took over , Something happened to this teacher , At the beginning, one of my better classmates, Li, reminded me that he wanted me to find out the relationship , I didn't care. Later, I had a good relationship with the teacher , Knowing that something happened, a classmate in our class liked our female teacher , Our teacher sent me a message to solve ( Because I was the monitor at that time ) Don't look at me this year 21 But I'm very simple, a little silly, and I don't have so many hearts , I just want to solve it for her , I didn't think that much , I only talked to one of my classmates. I said that the relationship between teachers and students should be clarified. He also said that it was OK. I thought that in the past, who knew what to find in the director of our college backstage , Call me to the office. I don't know anything yet , He was very serious. He let the other teachers out and talked to me alone , I won't say more specifically , But he's right , But at that time, I didn't understand that I was immature at that time. Later, my own immaturity produced a few resentments against them , After that, I was depressed in my heart. I don't know why I was suddenly indifferent to a person with a good relationship , Some things in family class management , The problems of learning in this month also came out. Suddenly, this pile of problems burst out, and I was at a loss , I'm not as strong as you think. I can't carry it. I choose to escape ( Suspension of school ) But there are many obstacles in learning. In the end, I didn't have my studies and lost my repeated weight month by month. All aspects of weight and so on are very poor. This year, my previous strength has gone away and slowly dissipated. Now, a year has passed. I've come out slowly, but I have to return to the previous state. Slowly, I believe that everything will slowly get better this year with my efforts. Come on, Mei Yifan .

                People's fate is in their own hands. They can't play in the past , Now it's up to you to change