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For a deadline, the IT fellow graduated from Tsinghua suddenly died on the toilet

2022-07-06 00:35:00 【The way of Python data】

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With these words , To my old friend , To our friendship .

The dead Zhang Bin is my best friend , We start a school from the first grade of primary school , Have been through junior high school , High school and College , After graduation, , I was in Beijing , He's in the South .

He is a kind and introverted person , Always smiling , Both mother and sister are teachers , He has studied very well since childhood , I remember the most , It's College English , He must be asleep in front of the hearing , Not pretending to be cool , It's because Henan examinees at our age , Poor hearing , Basically can't keep up with , It makes me sleepy .

Before every exam, he told me to call him after listening , Or I'll have slept . even so , He seems to have taken it too 4 Scholarship for .

He didn't fall in love during college , Read a lot of books , We are computer majors , He taught himself group theory , Also practiced guitar , But I can't play well . Good luck with others , Same sex and opposite sex , I borrowed a lot of my own meal money to others , Never say harsh words , Free and easy , I'm angry all over , Fuck your parents every day , be indignant , I'm basically talking nonsense when we're together , No matter how much I talk , He has always supported .

4 Years ago, he came to Beijing for the last time , Come and take a few degrees , I wasn't married at that time , We talked late ,4 They have been working hard for years , That was a farewell .

He doesn't smoke or drink , Drink a little at the wine table and you'll blush , Laugh more , Everything is worth being happy , I light a cigarette , Pass it to him , Come on , Take a sip , He frowned like a Fage , Suck hard , Cough loudly , Pass it to me quickly , Shake your hands , Can't come, can't come .

Five years ago , I do a project , The company is short of staff , Outsource to other teams , The result is poor control , The things handed over cannot be seen at all , But the customer has reached the launch date , But I made a decision , It took another week for various reasons , I wrote upstairs for a week alone , front 3 Work every day 18 Hours , after 3 There is no time ,3 Days without sleep , Working continuously 70 Hours , There is no memory of the last day .

At that time, I felt that I was still writing in front of the computer last second , The next second suddenly appeared in the bathroom , Stare at the mirror , Face full of cold water .

It was finished on the last day , When I went to tell the customer , Shivering all over , Not excited , I can't help it , I can't think about what I said to the customer , It is an instinctive and timely response .

The result is very good. , Smooth handover , My wife accompanied me to the taxi , She told me , I fell on the back seat ,1 Fell asleep within seconds . I often thought later , If I stay up for a few more hours , Maybe not .

How much is this project , Less than 100000 , All kinds of expenses are counted , Profit 10000 . I later told this story to others , Everybody says , You want 10000 yuan , Dare to do this , What kind of person is this . Put it today , I will still do this , It's not about money , Because , I promised others to give an account on that day .

This is why Zhang Bin fell , Not because of money , Nothing else , At that time, I only agreed to give an explanation on a date .

I don't know why we received such education and ideas , As a person from a small county , Unwilling to be ordinary, it is difficult to change the status quo , Opportunities are so precious , I found that people are middle-aged , My dreams have not come true , What can I do , Come on .

It's like a battle , You cut through thorns in front with a firewood knife , Run all the way , Death followed closely , If you run fast, you can run to the end , When he ran slowly, he cut his back on the road , Put it in the shroud , Dry the blood , Like you never existed .

When I talked to his sister on the phone , The first one to ask is Zhang Bin's parents , I can't imagine such a pair of old people , How to spend this time , My sister said that there are many things these days , More people , It can also distract some attention , After a few days, people will not know what happened .

Yeah , What will happen , We always have to taste all the suffering , But why should some people taste more .

The cruelest place in the world , Not ruthless , But no feelings at all , He just looked at your birth indifferently , Look at you laughing , Look at your pain , See you turn into a handful of ashes .

In the years to come , My mother will still talk with me about Zhang Bin , Still ask , Zhang Bin hasn't seen you for a long time , Still in Guangzhou , The child will run away , I will still answer , Yeah , Have a good , It's still very good . But the real Zhang Bin has gone , Only in my phone book , In my wechat friends .

I laugh at all illusory things , But this time , I hope there is another world , That's the only way , The world is fair .

In a trance , I seem to have returned to a summer afternoon in junior high school , The sun is shining , He parked his bike , Walk into my house and say to my mother , Aunt , Is Yunjie at home , I came to play with him .

Go for it ！ My best friend , With your hope and smile , Connected with my grievances and sobs , Drop the burden on your back , Walk slowly , Walk slowly , I believe we will meet in a sunny place .

Link to the original text ：https://www.zhihu.com/question/29357990/answer/44260471

This is a sad story .

Although things have passed for a long time , But once again, I saw this passage from Yun Jie , Still heartache . In addition, the protagonist of the story, Zhang Bin, is the second brother's fellow countryman in Henan , I don't feel it ~

Also from a small county , We have changed our fate by relying on knowledge , Zhang Bin is a top student of Tsinghua , However, our lives are deadline In front of , All seem so vulnerable , Promised delivery date , No matter what , We all want to keep our promises .

Everyone must have experienced such a terrible period ,deadline More and more close , Overtime hours are becoming more and more bottomless . Even if it's fixed deadline We have considered it well before , However, there are always problems in the process of development , Then the tragedy will come quietly ~

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Gain short-term benefits at the cost of health , Not even short-term benefits , Just for the company 、 For the so-called sense of responsibility , This is the stupidest thing in the world , Not one of them. .

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